I just don't feel like studying.

Especially studying stupid chinese. (Hey, it alliterates!)

It's now the 3rd week, andwe have 3 more weeks to exams, but I really don't feel like studying chinese, because I hate it and yadda-yadda.

Let's see, I have to pull up my time management skills cos I spent too long on the gong han. Maybe next time I shall start the compo first.

Or I should start reading more chinese, however this is where I am royally fucked, because I'm not the type who would sidle up to the library and grab another chinese romance book, which are unfortunately in abundance.

I can't grab thrillers either, because I have no idea what they are trying to tell me, I can't grab fantasy, because I'll be hopeless with all the alien chinese terms, and I can't grab something which I like (you know, those eloquent books about criminal physcology or overly-descriptive english poetic books that offer you new insight about life) because my chinese is too poor.

=.=

This isn't helping.

I should stick to reading chinese newspapers, but nooo, I'm much more well-informed by the Starits Times and the chinese newspaers are kind of laggy with the latest financial happenings and world news (with obvious exception for China, which frankly, I don't really care, unless they plan on dominating the world).

Arrghh.

I'll just revise all the chinese words we've learnt this year and go into my Corner of Utter Depression and Woe.

Or perhaps I shall just try to prevent my Chinese grades from falling into the chasms of C's. I'll pull up my English to an A2! ROOOOAAARRRR! (then again, time management, the evil culprit, stalks me once more.)

Hmm, we have 1hour 45 mins for compo right? I hope so...or is it 1 hr 15 min? Or just 45 min?

If it's anything but 1h 45 min, I'm totally fucked, because of my superergatory vocabulary and things I want to say. Ahh, the penance we have to pay for being TOO well-informed, while others are struggling to write more, I'm struggling to write LESS.

The irony. The paradox is made blindingly obvious by my inability to write anything worthy in chinese.