Chinese was a proverbial fiasco. It was a MIRACLE that I passed. I've never been so happy at passing anything before.
English was bad. Yes, I know I'm lucky to have passed the malicious comprehension paper sent from hell that made almost 60% (or more) of the people in my cohort fail, but then again it was a nightmare.
My scores fell. DRAMATICALLY.
On an average EL comprehension paper I could score about 32-50 and above, and I was spurred on by my confidence gained in a recent test where I managed to score a heartstopping 42/50.
27. TWENTY-SEVEN. I can't believe about 2 people beat me! I CAN'T BELIEVE SHARON GOT 30, AND I LOST TO HER BY THREE MARKS! IN MY FORTE AS WELL!
Just so relieved and tired, devastated, furious, distressed, and my nerves are in a mess.
Hope I do bnetter in my humanities and sciences so that my average would be pulled up, and HOPEFULLY I'll get into the top 10 (which is, consiering the evidence and my bemoaning how hard the exams were, not very likely).
I've grown complacent and arrogant.