What exactly constitutes as 'forever'? Are we promising a memory etched in eternity or a temporary 'forever', to be forever forgotten once we've laid bare our hearts?
Can we fairly say we will be friends forever? Can one say that one loves another forever?
These meaningless little remarks, scribbled everywhere on girls' notebook paper. We're more emotionally bound, so one minute, for us, can feel like eons.
But as times goes by, the once sharp ink traced on virgin paper will turn into wrinkled, yellowed skin of a crone, and these scars of foreve will remain forever forgotten, an artifact forever into our past.
Sure, people woulkd leap at my throat and say that I'm never in love before, so I wouldn't know what it is like. I don't want to be. What's so nice about it? Pressure, pressure, pressure and more pressure. The first and formost in your priority towards your beau, the second is from your parents who would deem such a relationship at your age inappropriate, the third is from yourself, trying to put in as much effort and love possible, you lose sight of your initial goal in life.
I've been reading romance novels nowadays (to my petrified horror) in order to restore my muse, hoping to wake her through pretty words and artful descriptions. She, however, happens to be taking a trip to Hawaii at the moment, and will not be at my service.
Most of the time, the heroine falls in love with an unlikely suitor (most of the time rich, rugged and inexplicably handsome) and they falll in love, have misunderstandings blah blah blah, and get together in the end. It's a pity that this doesn't happen in life. We create an ideal world for ourselves.
I'm past all that...
I think I'm losing sight of sanity.
