Yes, welcome to my damned,accursed, all fired, anathematized, bad, blasted, bloody, blooming, condemned, confounded, cursed, damnable, darned, despicable, detestable, doggone, done for, doomed, dratted, execrable, infamous, infernal,
Yes, it is 'pity me' day, and go the fuck away and read other posts to entertain yourself.
You know what? Life's greatest actors aren't the ones in Hollywood or Mediacorp. It is the liars, those who lie for themselves, lie to cover up their imperfections, builiding armour after amour so it wouldn't be shattered.
Some people aren't just meant to be. Some people are never gpoing to get the taste of being popular, being beautiful, being powerful. Someojne always have to be the bottom of the social ladder. For every society there has to be a pariah.
Yet not all things are for certain.
Some fall from grace ultimately. Some rise up. Some just give up.
Life is a changing illusion--an illusion you can never break, a spell you cannot cast.
Have you ever despised yourself so badly, or put up a front for all to see? Have you feared change, and insist on being the same twisted person you are for protecting yourself?
The odds are against you and the world. Slowly, the glamour melts, the lies unravel, and we are naught but an empty shell of what we had once been.
We started out the same--innpocent babes. But how did some of us develop to be so withdrawn?
Some things come naturally to some, but to others, it is extremely hard.
You just don't understand. I don't understand.
In the end, it's nothing but winds, waters, and the dark sky.
